My life took a turn for the worst. I'm now fighting to keep 2 friends.
They hate eachother, but i love them both.
They hate eachother, but i love them both.
What happened, Stripes?
It's not my fault. It's not my fault. It's all my fault. It's not my fault.
What do i do?
I'm saddened, i'm single, i'm fighting.
I'm struggling.
I'm saddened, i'm single, i'm fighting.
I'm struggling.
Bad Dream. July 4 2010:
Carnival with friends. It was abandoned, an unfinished carnival.
Rides were torn apart and rusted...but we played on all of them.
They ran too far ahead of me. I watched them climb up a giant inflatable slide.
I tried climbing after them but i fell back to the ground. Right when i hit the dirt, everything turned dark and it starting raining. The raindrops were the size of my hand. The air all around me got thick and i started crying. Soon the raindrops turned into my tears and made the ground muddy. It turned into quicksand..and i sank.
I remember the color yellow.
They ran too far ahead of me. I watched them climb up a giant inflatable slide.
I tried climbing after them but i fell back to the ground. Right when i hit the dirt, everything turned dark and it starting raining. The raindrops were the size of my hand. The air all around me got thick and i started crying. Soon the raindrops turned into my tears and made the ground muddy. It turned into quicksand..and i sank.
I remember the color yellow.
The next part of my dream was in an airplane. I was going to skydive with another girl.
I bitched out and never jumped...i did howver end up falling out of the plane..i was hanging on the side for dear life.
I remember the color blue.
I remember the color blue.
The next part of my dream was an old classroom from highschool. My b/f was there.
His hair was white and the teacher wanted to cut it all off. I got into a huge argument with her. HUGE. I sat down in the chair and cried. I felt the back of my head..and all my hair was gone.
I remember the color gray.
His hair was white and the teacher wanted to cut it all off. I got into a huge argument with her. HUGE. I sat down in the chair and cried. I felt the back of my head..and all my hair was gone.
I remember the color gray.
The last part, and possibly the scariest took place in my grandmothers house.
Mother, grandmother, father, and i were sitting in the living room. I got hungry and went to the kitchen. As i passed through the dining room, there was an old door mirror laying horizontally on the floor. Everytime i walked by it, i saw my legs' reflection. It was normal, since the mirror was laying on the floor against the wall. I walked by a few times and nothing happened.
Until...i went to the kitchen one last time. I passed by the mirror and noticed my reflection didnt move. I was walking back and forth, and the reflection of my legs stayed the same: the reflection was facing me..standing still. I kept moving to see if the reflection would move. it didnt. It stayed facing me. I got on my hands and knees to look at the full reflection in the mirror.
When i looked at the mirror, i saw me. My reflection was facing my direction, but it was looking away with a dead look in its eyes.. I stared at me and waiting for something to happen. My heart was beating fast. I was about to get up and run until the reflection turned its head slowly. Its eyes met mine and it's mouth began to open.
I ran out of the room crying.
MY grandmother told me demons were after me.
In my dream i had a memory of another demon encounter. I told her and she took me away.
Mother, grandmother, father, and i were sitting in the living room. I got hungry and went to the kitchen. As i passed through the dining room, there was an old door mirror laying horizontally on the floor. Everytime i walked by it, i saw my legs' reflection. It was normal, since the mirror was laying on the floor against the wall. I walked by a few times and nothing happened.
Until...i went to the kitchen one last time. I passed by the mirror and noticed my reflection didnt move. I was walking back and forth, and the reflection of my legs stayed the same: the reflection was facing me..standing still. I kept moving to see if the reflection would move. it didnt. It stayed facing me. I got on my hands and knees to look at the full reflection in the mirror.
When i looked at the mirror, i saw me. My reflection was facing my direction, but it was looking away with a dead look in its eyes.. I stared at me and waiting for something to happen. My heart was beating fast. I was about to get up and run until the reflection turned its head slowly. Its eyes met mine and it's mouth began to open.
I ran out of the room crying.
MY grandmother told me demons were after me.
In my dream i had a memory of another demon encounter. I told her and she took me away.
There was no color in this dream.
