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Sunday, December 18, 2011

So.

It's been months and months since I've poured my heart out in this thing.

Since I have no PC now, I've been forced to download the app for my phone.
That leaves me with next to no room to edit the font, post photos, and just play around with my text in general.
*sigh*
Sacrafices/First world pains.

Moving on.

I'm 21 now.
I've lost everything in the midst of my selfishness over the past few months.
Lessons have been learned....yet they still insist on teaching.
What more does this world want from me.

I feel that I'm different. There's something about me...am I losing my mind?
My very sanity? Please don't take that away from me. I think I need that.
Or...has it already been lost? Maybe it ran away months ago with everything else.

Am I just a mere shell? Yeah. Sure, why not?
What is my purpose? Why do I feel like I'm so important when in reality...I'm just as relevant as a grain of sand?

I need answers.