maybe....

I feel myself starting to slip away from reality.
...it feels nice from time to time....

I'm manager at the imax again. Hooray for that.
Hm...I take that hooray back. I'm not happy there.
Lol
I always talk about how happy i need to be....I'm terrible with execution. Hah

I'm turning 21 soon---ish. Heh



My favorite quote right now : "if you don't love, your life will flash before you"

Find Out What I'm Made Of...

Dear Him,

I can't count on you completely, but i can try to believe. The trust between us is gone, but we're still trying arent we? That's the golden word...TRY. Just try to do this; try to do that. We are trying. I would like to believe that we dont have to try anymore. One day we're just gonna do.

Just do. I like to just do. I dont want to have to think of consequence.

Dear Him,

There's a cloud around my head...around my entire body really. I hope that it keeps your memory of me fogged. I dont want u to tap into my inner being completely...just not yet. I don't want you to leave, but you have to. Can't help it. Let's not get any closer...but we did. I'm sorry. I want you. badly....help me please.

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I'm all about you

oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

I'm all about you.