Spiral.

Everything in my life took a turn for the worst.

It started on my 21st birthday.

I won't get into any details. Just know that I lost all my friends and the one guy i loved.

Geez I'm stupid.

It's been about a month and a half since that happened...and about a month since he left me.

I'm okay now.

I'm really trying to fill out this Fafsa application so i can start going to school again.

But, man, it's so damn hard. Fafsa always gives me trouble. ALWAYS! 

I'm sitting at the Community College's library as of right now.

I look to my left out the window and see the most beautiful view:

A crystal clear sky.

I see over the mountains. 

The horizon.

                                               Trees are so green and beautiful from this view.

I look to my right and see bland:

Long gray hallway.Empty desks.

Offices and offices.

I'm pretty sure what i'm seeing right now is a choice.

                                         A choice to be free or a choice to keep an education.

*sigh*