Remember a Time

You ever feel like you're not getting older, but you're starting to look older? My birthday is this August...I'll be 24. I feel like I did as a teen, but my face is changing. Obviously no wrinkles....but it's changing. My body is changing.  I'm not saying I'm getting old and fat....I'm just saying that I feel different...physically I guess. I don't know how to handle it.

Change is a scary thing. Quite frankly, it might be the scariest thing on earth. It wouldn't be scary if we were prepared for it....but when are we ever?  Remember a time when things didn't matter? I want that fantasy world back. We all want to live in our fantasy worlds. Where nothing matters, you don't age, money isn't an issue...everyone is happy.
Change is hard and so is the truth. Truth is...we don't live in that world. We need to work for what we have and that's the reality of the situation. You aren't always going to be happy, but that also the beauty in life. You need to struggle to get what you want.

There is beauty in the breakdown.

 

 

 

P.S.

     I'm back, bitches.