As we speak...

...I'm making Ramen noodles :)

I'm boiling them just to fry them. 

YUM!

Come Back Around

Put in my 2 weeks notice today :]
Wonderful.
This is the start of something new. New life.
Time to myself for once.

Hanging out with the guys tonight.
Gonna chill and play some video games.

I'm on the phone right now with Virgin Mobile.
They still havent given me my $40 refund.
It'd be nice to have that since my 300 was stolen -_-

I was out with the guys at Emily/Avi's house! We had so much fun!
we stayed up until 7 playing club cranium and Modern Warfare 2. oh boy.
Even tho i got mad cause they were being super loud,i still love them to death :D

The Guys: John(b/f), Darnell, Jacques, Ugo and Chubbz.

Hey Little World

I'm listening to The Hives right now.
I feel like it'sa nice day for blogging.

Someone stole 300 bucks from me the other day...
i was left with 92 bucks...whatever. I'm ok now.
I was super mad before, but hey. It's just money!

My boyfriend and I have been good lately.
We've decided to work things out. Just fixing us, trying more instead of just letting it cruise.

I've been thinking a lot, i would like to move out, but i don't know how to tell my parents.
I'm just tried of living here. I'm turning 20....maybe i should wait until then -_-

Idk...my mom moved out when she turned 18...but that's because she was pregnant. AG!

My manager doesnt know i want to quit, but everytime i try to go tell him...he turns into the nicest guy ever...as if he suspects it.
Like last time i was going to, he bought cookies for everyone..
or the time before that, he bought pizza. WAH!!!

I'm kind of stuck.
I wish i had a day where i can just go out and take pictures....just walk.
I need a beach.
i need warm weather...and more sun.
the sun gives me energy.
It gives everyone engery, but i like to think i'm the only one who feels it.
I need music, the right music.
I need a roadtrip.
I need a some fun.

just for a while...then i can come back to this cruel reality :(

What Happened?

Friends.


Just friends.

My best friend to be exact.


*sigh*

He'll come around, and when he does, i'll be waiting.


Today was a day full of work and tears. Story of my life, right? no.
I'm gonna keep going. No tears in a few days...i'll be fine.
Penn State Berks for photography soon.

Going out with him tomorrow for breakfast...as friends...?

it's tough right now.

Curiouser and Curiouser

This is me.
Being a good blogger...is what i do.

What the fuck does that even mean?
How are you a good blogger? I mean, you just blog right?
I guess blogging is some sort of an art. A way for people to express themselves.
How are someone's expression better then anyone else's?

Open your mind.

This isn't any better than only blogging about a crappy day.

it's what i'm feeling right now. hm?

I love typing. I love drawing and writing and reading. I love blankness. I feel with blankness i can start fresh.

When i turn the page in a book, i see text, letters, spaces, punctuation...but i dont see what the page is trying to tell me. I see blankness...and it makes me excited, therefore i read.
When i open my sketchbook and see emptiness, i smile because i know i can create what i want on that paper.

I love empty notebooks because i love writing. The white pages and blue lines with the red margins. Fuck margins...i write before and after them. I want to fill the whole page with my thoughts!
I made a blog because i love blankness, because everyday i can see an empty white box on my screen and just type what i want. It's a nice feeling.

I'm sort of a 'glass half full' type of person, but i have my pessimistic days. who doesnt?

by the by...quoting Alice in Wonderland is something i do.